Ouch.

Another bit of my heart has broken. I'm not going to have much heart left to give the next one. I hope some sort of magic happens and mends these wounds but right now, I'm feeling like it's not worth it. You give and you give and this is what happens? I can't be so generous anymore. I can't deliver chance after chance, and give and give for someone to not put in anything and walk away practically unscathed. Yes, I took a risk and yes, one can't live a life without trying for love, but this heartbreak just doesn't feel like it's worth it. Nothing hurts more than what I'm feeling right now. And I just don't know when I'll be willing to try as hard as I tried for this one.